I'm so glad to have read this book. This book is the only book I've ever read that depicts my thinking process so good. The main character has OCD and anxiety, and while I don't have OCD I can relate so much with her anxiety, not necessarily in the contents of her thoughts but on the way her mind works. It brought me to tears more than once, because this book made me feel understood and that I'm not crazy. As for the plot itself, noooot the greatest story to tell tbh. There were some aspects of the plot that were cringe-worthy and not so realistic. This was a surprise. Although it truly feels like you're in the middle of an anxiety attack.